15 Ches, 1502 DR
I debated whether or not this diary entry would function better as a piece of prose or poetry. I considered the greats, such as... well, considering I do not know of any greats in either of those genres of artistic expression, I am left with the fact that I, alone, must regale those who turn their eye to it with how my life marches on. Form remain formless, as it will undoubtedly blend both prose and poetry. I am no good with words, and thus, will not be limited by literary critique or the shackles of tradition.
I am a dancer. I wouldn't quite consider myself a musician, despite my understanding of rhythm and melody I am not the best performer. I just like to dance. I like to feel my body move, and use that movement to get what I want. Most of the time, that works. Here, at the Syndicate, however, they speak a different form of dance, as Yashir puts it. The dance of battle.
And, while the few sparring sessions I have had, with him, Mimsy, and Temoren were certainly educational in this new way of dancing, nothing opened my eyes more to the terrifying reality in which I adopted than running into three metal ox. They were easily three times my size, with horns of steel the length of branches. Monstrous, killing machines, they turned one of our own to stone with a blink of their eye. A few of us barely survived the encounter. Despite taking one out with my scimitar, I do not feel confident I would be able to do so again.
Then, there was the man on the road, whose body became a beast. It was unnatural, a horrible ailment that I was happy to have avoided catching. Both of these fights, I managed to remain unharmed. This is unlikely to continue forever.
I must get stronger. I must use what I know to survive. I am not someone who uses weapons- this is a possibility for the future, but I am floundering at this current crucible. I am a dancer, I know all the steps. I will use these to progress. No amount of training with others is going to teach me what I already know.
I am a weapon all on my own.
I have my first mission in a few days. I must be ready for it.
Na'ima